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to those i've ghosted:
i'm sorry.
there's a lot of you, and trust me, i do feel awful about it. perhaps someday i'll be able to make it up to certain individuals who didn't deserve me just up and disappearing on them.
i don't have any excuses. i wish i did. but the fact of the matter is i'm just terrible at reaching out and staying in contact. even IRL friends sometimes have to hound me to get a response.
i promise, it's nothing you've done. i don't hate you. i don't not want to talk to you. i didn't try to push you away for any particular reason. and if you still want to talk - please, don't be afraid to call me out on my bullshit. i need it sometimes.
several
not dead yet
sorry for the inactivity for like... a year. or something.
i'm still alive! but i pretty much only exist on tumblr and twitter these days.
i've had a pretty rough year bouncing between jobs, health, relationships, family, basically all of it. so i haven't had much energy to be social in any capacity.
at least as far as a job goes, that has finally settled and i'm hopefully gonna be employed here for a while. pretty sweet gig working for my friend who owns a server hosting company (so if you play minecraft or other games that need servers, go hit up nodecraft lmao /shameless advertising) and it's really fun. we just moved to a new office an
things i want to do
but have absolutely no time for:
finish making my furc dream
make templates for rpr
draw
rp All Of The Things
design a bunch of wolf/dog adoptables
play eso
commission art of my characters (ok i have time for that just not the $)
re-read some books
watch about 32 shows
learn how to make a certain kind of bracelet
shop for some new work clothes
make more color palettes
i wish i had the superpower to multitask everything ever all at once ugh
depression is a bitch
look at this lovely little pixel art thing of mowgli!!!
my dear friend Shuckem (https://www.deviantart.com/shuckem) made it for me while i was especially down and it's definitely cheered me up.
the 1st (since no feb 29th) was 1 month without him. doesn't feel like its been that long already.
it's still hard trying not to cry when i think about him. hard not to let that pain get overwhelming, but i'm trying.
i've got videos and pictures galore of him, and many years of happy, funny memories.
i've also been switched to new antidepressants. his passing came during a time my others were already beginning to wear off or i was getting immune to them. then right after was my mot
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